1. PVCs!  A paramedic friend of mine used to tell me “whenever you smile, I throw a PVC.”  I always think that it’s the best compliment like that I’ve ever gotten.

    PVCs!  A paramedic friend of mine used to tell me “whenever you smile, I throw a PVC.”  I always think that it’s the best compliment like that I’ve ever gotten.

  2. And then one day I started journaling visually, rather than in a text-only fashion.  I like this page a lot. 2.24.2008 “It’s Oscar night.  I’m ITLS certified.  My heart is heavy and my mind is full.  Jon Stewart is a very short man.  It’s funny how when I feel the most emotionally fucked up, I can’t write about what I feel.  There’s a soldier in Fort Drum who’s ‘in love with’ me.  I think the picture on the facing page is just beautiful.  It inspires me beyond belief.  It’s this odd juxtaposition of complete ecstasy and complete deconstruction.  It’s how I wish I could deal with chaos.  Such a…static dynamic.  Shit.” A bit of a scattered entry, but I still like it.  And I like having the EKG of my heart (even if I had some peaked T waves :P)

    And then one day I started journaling visually, rather than in a text-only fashion.  I like this page a lot.

    2.24.2008

    “It’s Oscar night.  I’m ITLS certified.  My heart is heavy and my mind is full.  Jon Stewart is a very short man.  It’s funny how when I feel the most emotionally fucked up, I can’t write about what I feel.  There’s a soldier in Fort Drum who’s ‘in love with’ me.  I think the picture on the facing page is just beautiful.  It inspires me beyond belief.  It’s this odd juxtaposition of complete ecstasy and complete deconstruction.  It’s how I wish I could deal with chaos.  Such a…static dynamic.  Shit.”

    A bit of a scattered entry, but I still like it.  And I like having the EKG of my heart (even if I had some peaked T waves :P)

  3. Yum.

    Yum.

  4. macbean: petitessedespassions: pisantlr:unknownskywalker: SMOKE  by Marat Abdrashitov Sweet cancer.

    macbean:

    petitessedespassions:

    pisantlr:unknownskywalker: SMOKE  by Marat Abdrashitov

    Sweet cancer.

  5. God, I love the human body.  (via thelovelybones)

    God, I love the human body. 

    (via thelovelybones)

  6. anatomical: (via fiftythousandstrong) It weirds me out every so often that I have a factory for making a baby, and that one day I’ll be like a big Matroyshka doll with a mini-me nesting inside.  I mean, seriously.  That’s pretty weird.

    anatomical:

    (via fiftythousandstrong)

    It weirds me out every so often that I have a factory for making a baby, and that one day I’ll be like a big Matroyshka doll with a mini-me nesting inside.  I mean, seriously.  That’s pretty weird.

  7. anatomical: (via dryeffects)

    anatomical:

    (via dryeffects)

  8. This is the coolest radiograph of my hand that the world will ever see.  And yes, that’s my hand :D

    This is the coolest radiograph of my hand that the world will ever see.  And yes, that’s my hand :D

  9. Yes, this.  Only instead of photography, it’s anatomy. (via eatsomebrains)

    Yes, this.  Only instead of photography, it’s anatomy.

    (via eatsomebrains)

  10. fuckyeahmedicine: lungcrackles: n3cr0phelia: wastelander: chronologyforsurvival: cavesoflilith: da vinci

    fuckyeahmedicine:

    lungcrackles:

    n3cr0phelia:

    wastelander:

    chronologyforsurvival:

    cavesoflilith:

    da vinci

About me

A 20-something Emergency Medical Technician with a penchant for being a bit too wistful.