</3, :P

Realizing that I wasn’t as important to him as his money, his reputation, or his women were.  At least I know, now, but coming to that realization was…oh, wow.  Devastating. 

When I was younger and I was still going to prom and stuff like that, I used to get really pissed at my mom for doing stuff.  Like, she’d try to get us to take pictures, or fix my hair, or she’d just do normal mom stuff, and I’d just flip out.  I have no clue why I got so pissed, but it always made me feel awful.  I think I was just stressed by prom and all of that, and I didn’t know how to deal.  Sorry, mom.